We are always waiting for someone.. We think that his descent will erase all our pains.. We are delusional that by his shining on the darkness of our universe, lost and confusion dissipates and peace overwhelms us.. We deceive ourselves, our greatest deception when we whisper to ourselves at the time of pain.. that one day.. next to someone.. we will feel complete ! But we forget that our failure is self-inflicted, that our deficiency is fixed in us as an operating system, and that the same person in whom we saw the savior and the way to liberation may be the one who will give us our greatest disappointment and gather all our gaps into one greater gap! And perhaps instead of fruiting next to him.. we may wither.. and fall away.. and fade.. and dissolve! We forget that we need to improve the company of ourselves and heal our souls before we wait for the other to descend. The other will never be our paradise as long as we only seek to numb our pain through him. Satisfying relationships begin here..when the relationship becomes a mere escapism and escape..and nothing more..and the most people who make mistakes of choice are those who eagerly await and eagerly anticipate..the faces become suspicious to them..and they project their emotional emptiness onto a transient face, and they see it other than its reality. .. Those who think that they cure thirst .. by following the mirage ..! (Even if he came to him.. he didn't find anything)! Quotes: “The hurtful person does not change except when he hits the bottom... when he tastes real losses that shake his world violently enough to wake him up.” “Do not stay just because you fear the pain of separation. Do not stay because you are used to neighborhood and company. Do not wait just because you cannot bear loneliness. Do not distort your soul by staying in a relationship that hurts you.”
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